Robbie Darren Cullen

An up date robbie made sure his little sister arrived safely on the 22nd jan at 255am weighing 6llb
10oz. It was touch and go but you made sure she was safe. Thank you baby boy mommy loves you and
misses you so much.. i see alot of you in zara thank you baby xxxxxx Also thank you to all my
firends that have been there for me i love you all xx


My son Robbie Darren Cullen was born on the 23rd march 2008 easter sunday at 510am at 17+1
gestation. We lost you due to a concealed placental abrasion caused by my blood disorder. I found
out i was pregnant with you on christmas eve and we were happy it made christmas even better! Your
nan was with us for christmas and she was over the moon at the thought of another grandchild.
Everything was going ok a few probs a few scans but all was fine with you! I had a scan when you
were 12 weeks and you were perfect in everyway and just trying to show off doing a handstand! Then
on the 21st march i had a tiny bit of spotting went to the docstors and to hospital and was checked
over they said all was ok and to keep an eye on things. The next day i still had it but no pain
contacted them but said it was ok. I went to bad that night woke up at 350am with a stabbing pain
woke up your daddy he ran down stairs and called the hospital said i was coming in. I got into the
kitchen and my waters went daddy told them and an ambulance was coming. We got to hospital at 430am
and then i was told you were coming and nothing could be done but you were stuck. After i had
pethidine to help the pain and calm me down i was told i had to give birth to you. I was crying to
much to make sense and i felt my heart break a thousand times over. You were born by special padded
forceps as i couldn't do it on my own it hurt to much and i didn't want to let you go. I couldn't
see you after you were born it hurt to much daddy saw you and held you i saw your pictures and they
are in my mind forever. We had a lovely funeral for you on the 30th April we were all there me,
Daddy, your brother and sister, uncle and aunts and nan. I carried you in with your uncle we had our
special poem read for our special boy and i have that poem and your service sheet in my bag safe and
next to me. I have buttons on my bag too that was from you for mothers day and your brother and
sister. Buttons loks after me if i feel upset i stroke buttons and i feel close to you. Every day
that goes by i miss you and think of you. I look at your picture everyday and i cry every night
because you are not here. We all love you and miss you i think of you daily you play safe and stay
happy mummy will be with you one day. xxxxxx